So stupid!

I cannot believe I never thought of that! Now that I realize it it seems so silly! When I have been blogging about my friends I never wanted to spell out their names, BUT why the hell did I not just do as they do in Gossip Girl? Yeah, you got it! Their front letters!

I feel so stupid since it has just occurred to me right now, months after I first had the dilemma about whether or not to put their names on display. M would laugh her ass off due to my stupidity :)

Only thing: Many of them start with the same letter. Well you will just have to figure that out yourselves :D

Xoxo

I feel miserable

I just want to hide underneath my pillows. Take cover and hide!

I feel like crying my eyes out

But I will be strong!

One of us has to anyway

Please please please

Just give him back to my right away!!

My dog is at the hospital. He has been in serious pain the past few days and last night it peaked. He screamed all night and could not sleep. This morning we drove him to the vet for the second time this week. They decided to keep him and do some x-rays. The results did not show any significant sign of what is causing the pain though.

Now he is still there. The little patient with the way too drugged eyesight. He looked really groggy and could barely move when I last saw him. I just hope his pain will go away and he can come home.

They want him home by the weekend, but I want him home by NOW! I miss him so much. I cannot stand not knowing what is happening to him. It hurts.

I think I end up skipping school tomorrow. Cannot concentrate anyway. I know it is a bad excuse, but I just cannot do it. Test and all that NO I wont show up. I have no motivation to study for the test so I might as well get nothing for not showing up as getting nothing for showing up and doing horribly...

xoxo

Picture passion

Under the sea.

Money. Money. Money.

My own little princess. And she is no virgin anymore! Lost it to MCR :)

Memories from Hamburg

Passion

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Gossip

I just checked my bank account. Apparently I get a lot of money tomorrow since I have paid too many taxes. I do not mind at all! :D It is always such a nice surprise to find that you get money back that you long have seen as spent. So I decided I needed to buy myself a little something (or well, I decided I could allow myself to spent some money on the thing I have had my eyes on for ages!) And there you have it! On top of this post a little pretty blue box containing hours of the scandalous lives of the Upper East Siders. Now all that is to do is wait patiently for it to dispatch and get delivered!

AND my friend has already proposed to a date with Gossip, glamor and giggling! She is so amazing :) I cannot wait for it!

Overwhelmed

I just checked the status of this blog and honestly? I was in shock! 8 page views yesterday AND they were from different countries! I know it is nothing to talk about, but I found it so very curious. It will probably never repeat itself so I am going to enjoy it for as much as I can :) (whatever is to enjoy anyway!)

Sunday. Oooh boy it is Sunday once again! Like it always has to happen the week somehow ends with Sunday. We cannot escape it or deny it. Sunday.

And like most of my Sundays I have an assignment I need to finish... Well, I have not started on it yet, but yeah. Palestine is what I shall write about. But seriously I have NO clue at all about how to start and even less a clue on how to make it good. Damn..

I feel like packing my bags and leaving. The character Eric from Gossip Girl really speaks to me. I have watched the show for quite some time now, but yesterday it struck me that I can somehow relate to this character. Sure I have not done what he did, but I have had the thoughts. Numerous times. All the times. Now?

So it is with a whole new perspective that I watch the show. I find I love most of the characters. They come off as shallow and superficial, but there is in fact more to them than what meets the eye. Serena is probably my favorite though. Not that she is the one reminding most of myself.

Jedi Mind Tricks

Quite frankly I am sick and tired of nosebleeds... I fucking hate it! The last four days I have had chronic nosebleeds and always at the most inconvenient times! Stupid body keep the bloody blood INSIDE! Ihf! How hard can that be???

STAR WARS! I wish I had a light saber! How cool would that be?? The nice sounds when swung and all that! Amazing! Also it could be quite cool to be able to use Jedi mind tricks! USE THE FORCE! To open doors, to escape making things you do not want to and more!

Yes the Star Wars brunch has truly affected me. We watched movies 1,2 and 3 yesterday. 9 hours in the company of great friends, food and cool Jedis! I love those guys :)

We went for a walk in the forest near the sea in between movie 1 and 2. And we witnessed the most peculiar scenery. A man throwing a stick over the cliff (do not know what else to call it) and his dog leaping over to fetch it. It howled and they just kept walking. When we got closer we saw that the dog was unable to get up again. I wonder how a person can just do that to their dog. It seems like something I would never EVER do to my dog or someone else's dog. I felt sorry for the dog. I even tried to call to it to get it up. But it was no use. The freakin' dog was obsessed about finding the damn stick before it would come up..... Frustrating!