Those odd moments

Recently I've found myself questioning my own reality. There seem to be so many things which can't be true or at least seem so weird I have a hard time believing them. I can't tell dreams from reality sometimes and have started making these little reality checks every now and then just to be sure I'm actually awake.
A few days ago (or maybe it was last night?) I had a dream where I went to work and accidentally set off the alarm. I woke up feeling unsure wether or not it happened. Then today when I went to work I DID in fact set off the alarm, or well, I thought I did since it screamed at me, but the security thingy I called told me nothing was up.

I worry too much I guess..

Oh, and I'm considering starting to this new team sport! It's a contact sport so I expect some bruising and smashing to the ground. I'm so psyched! Can't wait till Monday!

Whenever I feel like a freak

I never thought I could feel so close to a cyber friend. I miss him though..

Two days ago I watched the film 2012. I'm really no fan of catastrophe films, but it starred John Cusack so I decided to watch it anyway. Wonder of all wonders I actually liked it! Yes, it did indeed contain LOTS of cliches and impossible things according to science and yes, the emotional raping was horrible at some times, but all in all I liked it. I was very fascinated by people in it. They were going to die and nothing could change their fate. I liked this idea of people just dying, bye bye! What I don't understand is this ridiculous religiosity people tend to develop just at the brink if death. I seriously can't follow their way of thinking. I mean, let's for once pretend God did exist, but well those people wouldn't be saved anyway! Most religions have this philosophy that you have to have believed in a while before you get any kind of salvation. So all in all: what's the point?
Sit down and accept your fate instead. Relax and enjoy the last few breaths in a peaceful manner. Drop the panic and the praying.

I hated the ending. Too American for me. Heck, it's a film about disaster do you CAN'T give the God damned film a happy ending!! I was very disappointed in this, but yeah, what can you expect from American films? Very watchable though! Especially of you you just have that urge to watch the world burn.

Living in the past

Walking down the streets I used to know so well. Being in the neighborhood I used to play in. The only place I felt safe and at home. Today I decided to go and relive my past for an hour. I shopped a few groceries at "my" store, walked along "my" streets and spent a little time in "my" bush and "my" forrest. It's weird to think that all of these things are not mine anymore and probably never will be again. But today I relived my past for a short time.
The weather was fabulous. The kind of weather which always reminds me of my old neighborhood. Makes me want to go back to the way things were. But there's no turning back. I'm in another town now and that's how things are. But I dream. Dream of going home.

There's something in the air!

Every Wednesday I have an hour between two jobs. The last couple of Wednesdays I've been going to my favorite spot on the train platforms in Aarhus. It's a nice little spot with a lot of benches spread out on it. So secluded and even though I'm in the middle of the city I feel like I'm all alone with my thoughts.
Today the weather was nice and I headed for my little spot of happiness. To my big surprise it seemed a lot of people were out enjoying the sun on the platforms. I found a bench away from everybody else and just sat there. Then this man comes and sits beside me. He starts talking to me and I can't help but feel like the weather really does something to people :)

Oh and this girls totally made my day when I looked out the cafe window at work and she walked by her skirt stuck in her pantyhose so that the panties showed. Poor her, but I sure smiled a lot afterwards! :)

There's a skip in my step.. And I don't know why!

Birds are singing, the sky is blue, te sun is warm and everything's just GREAT!
I had some time to kill today before work. So I decided to skip down the road and see where things would take me. Suddenly the bush to my right looked interesting and I decided to go that way. I crossed a little water stream and suddenly I was on an adventure! A few meters away I noticed this abandoned shack/trailer thingy. Curiosity killed the cat as we've all been told, but nevertheless I've never been able to control mine. I had to take a look!
It was bolted and trash was everywhere inside from what I could see through the crack in the door and the broken windows. Then I left.
A little way away from this I found a tent. A little green tent pitched in the middle of nowhere.

Leaving in...

A few months from this day I'll find myself boarding a plane in Hamburg or Copenhagen which will take me away from here. A long way away from here actually. It's going to be a smaller journey halfway around the world. I'm so excited and now that I know when I'll be able to leave I'm even more thrilled ad eager to get everything arranged.
People always seem to ask me the same questions: why Alaska? What would you be doing? All alone?? And yes I know it may be dangerous, but I can't let that keep me from living my dream now can I?
I'm so psyched and look forward to spending time in the wilderness of the last frontier. Just me and nature.

I'm playing with the thought of not buying a return ticket, but buy a ticket to Amsterdam instead. It seems like such a reasonable thing to do!! I wonder what my parents would say to this.

Celebration!

Yesterday was a blast! I had so much fun with two of my friends :) actually we should have been five people, but yeah that's how it is with this little group of different people.
We dressed up and had our own tiny fastelavns celebration with candy, fastelavnsboller and everything! I even went up in the attic and got out all my old Lego which we had tons of fun with! Soon a railroad, a zoo and a house was built! Amazing!
So much fun just watching the train choo choo away.

Today it's back work and the events of the everyday. I'm starting to dislike it more and more and wonder what I'll be doing next year when I have to get on in my life (can't be stuck in this phase for the rest of my life) I have no idea how long I can travel around for the money I've made so far, but I guess I'll find out.

Summer can't come too soon!

Wonderful spring days!

Spring has finally arrived! And along comes sun, being outside and all the other beautiful things we adore about spring!
This week I've been spending some of my spare time (not a lot really) just being outside and enjoying the weather. Yesterday I even sat in the park with a book and read and watched other people as they enjoyed spring! Peaceful, but unfortunately pretty cold on the long run so I decided to move my ass and place it in a cafe while I waited for my friend to arrive.

Today the weather is nice as well, but I'll go to the dark side and bury myself in a cinema for a couple of hours. Oh well, I just hope weather is as great when I come back outside :)