Lost

I haven't even been "home" for 12 hours having spent less than 5 hours here.. I can't make myself unpack. My room doesn't feel right. The atmosphere is, wrong.. I twitch all the time, a new habit I've developed and now am unable to control.

Twitch, twitch goes the little bitch.

I want to escape. This feeling is uncomfortable. I need to get away. I can't stay here - I have to leave.

Tomorrow at noon I'll be gone!

Stoned

Stoned, wasted and all that shit.. Feels good though to have something else to think about for a change! All day has been sad crying over him and longing for him, but now I'm just longing for another smoke. Yay?

Wild night.. Didn't spend any money on weed or alcohol, interesting. Three different guys hitting on me, weird..

Stampede Trail

Unfortunately these pictures aren't of the real bus at the end of the trail. They are of the replica bus they used in the movie which is now situated in front of the 49th in Healy.

I went to the trail yesterday. It was AMAZING!!! I can't describe the feeling of walking along that trail. It was just awesome. I didn't even get that far (about four hours in till I reached a swampy area just before Savage River), but I really enjoyed it anyway. I'll come back later at another time when the rivers aren't this high and strong and when I have gathered more experience with swamp and river crossings and actually have all the means to reach the bus.