Basically I said yes

I really don't know what got into me. Was it an impulse? An urge to feel like I did as much as the others. Or maybe I was just being stupid like always.
Anyway, reality is I ended up being the new volunteer coordinator for the cafe. I'm not sure what this will mean yet, but I'm sure I'll find out somehow. Something with organizing activities for the volunteers and employees that doesn't sound too hard.

I actually said "I'm not going anywhere" or more burst it out when all eyes fell on me as people were telling where they'd put up posters. University, some school, some other school and then I said that thing which made me look stupid.. But honestly I didn't know WHERE I would put up posters since I really don't go to any kind of education place.

This week I have more hours at work as I'm covering for someone else. This place at the harbor on the 2. Floor. Nice view actually. More money for me too. Money. I hate it. I actually don't see why we need money (don't give me a lecture I've had PLENTY)
This reminds me of a conversation I had with one friend a few weeks ago. I was randomly chatting about the things people do for money when I concluded I hate doing things which I don't want to do just to get money. My friend told me I was being stupid and that if I was really desperate I would probably do anything for money. This is where our conversation got nasty. You see I started saying things I probably shouldn't have. Things such as "I would rather fucking die than have to lick somebody else's feet." My friend kept telling me my instincts would probably set in and do the licking in order to survive. After a few short snapping replies I think she got the point I don't mind not surviving. Rambling..