Dying is the latest fashion

So, all of a sudden I have become extremely interested in the death of other people. In particular I find some strange, amusement?, joy?, entertainment?, in looking at pictures of dead people. It is pretty disgusting since the pictures I find are extremely graphic, but I just cannot help it!

Mostly it is suicides I look at. I had no idea you would look so disgusting after drowning, kinda like a frog. I wonder why people always think of drowning as a beautiful way to go. In my opinion it was one of the most ugly ways I saw on the site. Oh well, different people different measures.

So how come I look at those pictures. Some of the sites have been to have actually been giving inspiration to suicidal people which I find disturbing. But then again it is the internet and you can find information on anything on here. You just have to look close enough.

When the guts are scattered all over the ground like in the pictures I find it obvious why witnesses are offered to talk to a shrink. I would never ever want to experience such a thing. I cannot trust myself with what I would do afterwards. Simply put.

So this is a cheery night! I was supposed to be with a friend, but I decided I did not want to anyway. She has been rather depressed and ranting lately so no fun in her. I know I am mean to just leave her alone with it, but I just cannot stand all the ranting... It is everything, even stuff I find fucking amazing! AND I do not want to listen to K-pop and hear her be all fan-girlish so yeah. I am a bitch and so be it.