Blackout rant

I cannot stand it.. I feel so freakin' fat! As much as I hate to spell it (out loud?) nevertheless it is the truth. I am nothing but fat.. Have always been and probably always will be. It saddens me. I just wish I was not. Pretty please with fucking cheese on top.....

I do not care what people think. The only thing that matters is my own impression of myself and frankly? It does not look good. I am such a negative person.. And why the hell was I even born? When all I have experienced seems unimportant then why even bother? Such a shame..

A stupid fucktard is what I am. I hope I will die a slow and painful death for all the things I have done, past and present.

I do not even know what I look like anymore. I cannot trust my eyes. It sucks. Sucks big time, sucks donkey balls!

I wish I could live in a fairytale where none of this existed, where I could just be happy.. Instead of living this stupid meaningless life of mine. Where I do not eat to drown my sorrows (or what the fucking hell I do) LET ME LOOSE!

Lucky me that I have no followers. And to those reading this I feel sorry for you. Sincerely.

To rant, I rant, I ranted, I have ranted, tomorrow I shall rant again and again over and over and over...