Impatient...

.. is exactly what I am at the moment. I feel restless and bored with my own existence to a point where I just don't see the point of it. I want this year to end and my new life to begin.
Recently I discovered the opportunity of my life, this is what I want to do for at least a year. I want to go to Japan on a working holiday visa and work on and off on organic farms! This really speaks to me - ecological thinking, eating and living combined with work and holiday, that's me!
I am looking so much forward to it that it interferes with my everyday. It seems to have so much more sense to it that what I do now (school) is nothing in comparison.

Today I had my first guitar lesson this year. It is noticeable that I have not been playing for a month, but I think it went okay given the circumstances. I always dread the lessons and do not wish to attend them, but then when I get there I enjoy it and have fun trying to learn although I suck big time. Nevertheless I feel I have made some progress.


Today I froze all day - not pleasant!

Tomorrow I am going to watch Black Swan for the second time. I am so thrilled! Ilovemycornergroup!!! They mean so much to me that I cannot describe it in words, maybe I could in cake, but then again it might not show it anyway. Lovelovelove them! They make my day almost every day!
There is only one thing I dread when with them - that I end up eating waay too much food. This is not really that much of a problem, but when we make all these food-related events almost once a week I cannot but give it a little attention - I have to behave, it would not be pretty otherwise.

I might get some vegan sweets tomorrow. I am such a hypocrite..