Wow. Simply wow. It has been a long time since a movie has touched me so deeply. It moved me and interfered with my emotions. At times I felt emotionally raped by the themes and music, but at the same time it was so beautiful. Beauty and scary that is how I would describe it.
Black Swan is the movie I am referering to. I watched it last night with a friend of mine and it blew me away! I had been looking so much forward to it and expected so much of it and yet it was able to be even better than I could ever have imagined.
I actually loved it so much that I have already ordered tickets to see it again next week! Kinda silly, but I just could not help myself - I had to.
This is one of the many social things I planed in the past. Today I happened to plan even more! Planning, planning and even more planning.
Friday I baked a lot of cakes with one of my friends - it was great! We ate pizza, cake, frozen yoghurt and popcorn and danced and watched movies all night.
Then saturday I kept up the eating! Three course dinner consisting of different types of pancakes! Damn it was awesome! I really love having a food club with my group. It is so tasty and we get to explore more about food and get very good experiences - and of course eat deliciously tasting food and watch a hell lot of movies!
I have to rant now that I think of it. Today in PE suddenly everybody started commenting about my weightloss. I am glad they notice, but I feel very uncomfortable when they start asking me questions and all attention is on me. I feel like such a freak and I want to hide behind my friends who btw MUST get annoyed by it too, since yeah, all attention on me. I would gladly hand over the attention to them.
In the past some of the people I know have been talking about whether I might have an eating disorder. This made me very angry and it hurt. Luckily my group of friends in school told me about it - and that they thought it was bullshit. I'm so thankful they do not believe such crap, and that they defended me. I really do love them, they make school bearable.
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