Paranoid

As I sit here in the my living room I have gradually grown more and more paranoid as the hours have passed by. Odd noises and something that sometimes sounded like voices have kept freaking me out and keeps me on edge and very scared indeed.
Outside it's raining and raging possibly a storm brewing up, but I'm inside and relatively safe. I try to remind myself of this even thought the strange noises and the repeated car alarm going off scares the hell out of me. For the past ten minutes it has gone off at least five times.
I try to keep calm and focus on Big Bang Theory, as long as I pretend everything is fine, everything really IS fine. Pretending is nice in these situations. Makes some kind of fake safety.

I really wish the alarm would stop. I feel like someone is out beside the car.

Maybe I should just go to sleep and let it all out. Escape from all the bad things.