The strangest dreams have been in my head when I slept. I keep dreaming about things and then wake up and believe they were all so very true and did happen. But they did not. Which is mostly a very good thing. I have dreamt that I said something that made C so mad at me she never wanted to talk to me again. The thing is she said something very hurtful in the dream and that after thinking about the dream I think it would actually end like that if it happened in real life.
Then I have dreamt a lot about school and my future. Those dreams have been quite cool. I got a job and I had to do some weird things for school which I for one did not mind at all even though they were due to a time not long from the present.
I went to Hamburg. It was nice and the vacation made me miss a lot of things and want to do something about the way that I live. I have to get myself together which I finally realized last week. I am up for it! I know I can do it! I have done it before so really what should stop me? Other than myself of course :)
But I believe in myself and I really think the person I am can do it!
The person which I am. Funny thinking since at the moment I do not recognize the person starring back at me in the mirror. I think she is hideous, but I do not tell anybody out of fear they will agree with me.
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