Lost

I haven't even been "home" for 12 hours having spent less than 5 hours here.. I can't make myself unpack. My room doesn't feel right. The atmosphere is, wrong.. I twitch all the time, a new habit I've developed and now am unable to control.

Twitch, twitch goes the little bitch.

I want to escape. This feeling is uncomfortable. I need to get away. I can't stay here - I have to leave.

Tomorrow at noon I'll be gone!

Not feeling it

I feel like going outside. Abandoning this indoor life and give in to the animalistic urges inside me pressing against the insides of my body, longing to break free. I suffocate, can't breathe and just want to escape. The dreams at night are hardly doing the trick anymore I need something more. Something bigger something which would actually make sense.

Tyler is right. The things you own end up owning you. This nesting of mine. I could just puke.

Run, Forrest, run! They're coming to get you! Don't let them get you down! Break free! Escape! Live!