I have no future

As I'm writing this it occurs to me that my future isn't exactly as planned as I thought. Just two months ago I thought I knew what the next three years had in wait for me, now I know that it's not that simple.
Last week I was in Odense attending the first seminar at The University of Southern Denmark. I thought this was it but as the hours went by in the city it slowly dawned on me that that wash't the case.

So now I'm a college dropout even before the first semester has begun. Sad as that may sound I'm happy. I'm so incredibly relieved you wouldn't believe it! I guess university just isn't for me.

Here's a pretty picture I took of my friend while in Wisconsin. She's adorable!

I've been thinking a lot lately which isn't as impressive as it may sound since my thoughts have been rather simple. Guys, girls, stuff, guys, girls, more stuff, guys, girls, my future. So basically I've been thinking a lot about the people who've entered my life recently. Funny thing; some people actually like me despite my cynical being. Weird I know but apparently still true. Who'd have thought people would come to like me someday? 

Oh everything's just crazy and fucked up and I'm hurting someone I like by doing stupid stuff wee. 

I'm a horrible person

Lake house

So here I am in bed in a lake house on Lake Geneva, Wisconsin. How did I get here? Well, that's kind of a long story.

It's been a while

I've been silent. Silent for so long and now I decide to speak again.

A week ago I deactivated my Facebook account and I actually feel kind of happy about it. It's fun to live life without seeing all these meaningless things people I rarely speak to post.
My friends got a bit worried at first. One by one they noticed I had disappeared from the site and asked me why. I was tired of Facebook, simple.

I walk around wishing I was still in the States. I really liked it there and want to go back so badly. But since I'm out of money I obviously can't.

I really miss it. The freedom of doing whatever I wanted at whatever time I wanted. It was grand it really was.

My newest passion

I took an elbow to the face. Obviously I had a blast today :)

Life is good

Such a nice day in Anchorage. With weather like that what else to do than put on you roller blades and head for the coastal trail?
A little slippery and cold, but nothing too difficult.
Beautiful coast! Mountains were out and a crisp air with sunshine. Sunday at its best!

Winter

Living by myself in the cabin was awesome. As a spontaneous adding to my trip I borrowed a dog to go along with me not a bad choice at all! I actually enjoyed the company of my furry four legged friend.

The scenery was splendid; river just a stone throw away from the cabin and snow covering the wilderness making everything silent and muting all noises.

I'm starting to become restless. I need to get back into town. By the end of next week I'll probably be in Anchorage.

Uncivilized lifestyle

Four days in a cabin all by myself! That's what's in store for me!

Being in the woods all by myself getting away from people surrounding me. The lumberjack-ish life of chopping up wood for the stove to get warm. Walk through wilderness to the river and fetch water for drinking and cooking and just relax with a book with nothing to interfere or interrupt!
Maybe even walk through snow in a silent winter wonderland through endless spruce forest and solid frozen rivers.

Alaska I truly love you!